Everyone experiences a sense of not belonging at some point in their lives. Imagine being a child with sensory gifts that most other people do not have. How would you express yourself? How frustrating would that be for you? Not only as a child, but as you grow older the repeated heartbreak of not being able to make people understand or believe you must be soul-draining.
Margarita Ivanova (Astro Gita) is not only a phenomenal astrologist, she is one of the most inviting, loving and friendly people you will have the pleasure of meeting. As hopeful as I was about the potential of arriving to a cloth covered table with a crystal ball on amidst the twinkling light of candles about a darkened room, it simply was not meant to be.
Although Fabienne was raised ‘across the pond,’ and like many of us in the holistic world, she had a constant questioning and openness to there being more out there spiritually than what typical religious dogmas had to share. However, while most of us share that sense of more, we often face the challenge of breaking the cycle of what has been ingrained in us since childhood, passed down from generation to generation.
As time moves on and Amber engages more with her clients and her own path, she has realized that this holistic world has helped her to get past issues of fear and accept the gifts the universe has bestowed on her. She has been set free and shifts into a world that she claims as her own, taking up her space and owning her future.
With dark nights come deep blessings. Acutely haunting emotional and physical experiences can have an effect on the human psyche where ‘soft nudges’ fail. Gentle pushes often given to you by your higher self to let you know you need to be traveling a different path are often ignored, leaving them no choice but to shake you at your core so you may open your eyes to the opportunities that have been on standby.
Just before a tornado you might experience a calm, but as it nears, your eyes are opened to the unimaginable chaos gouging a path in the land it crosses, destroying everything that has the misfortune to be in the cross-hairs. You can see pieces and parts of a home, cars, trees, maybe an occasional animal swirling around with their own stories to tell as they make their journey to a new use or decay depending on the extent of the destruction.